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I hear silent screams,
confirming my worst fears.

I see blank faces,
dripping with falling tears.

I smell falling rain,
drowning my soul.

I sense loneliness,
keeping me from being whole.

I dream of security,
a man looking for love.

I walk in the abyss,
this road is getting rough...
I have been single for the past 2 and a half years. I have resorted to trying online dating (by some friends advice).
I have received some messages here recently, however, they stop chatting with me for seemingly no reason.
My depression has reached a new low. It hurts how people just stop talking to you...
I don't know why I'm telling you (the internet) this...

If you can tell that someone is making an effort to talk to you, even if its not the best conversation, just know that talking to you just might be the highlight of their day...

For now, I will fade back into the darkness and safety of my room and await the next brave soul that will take on me demons and do battle with the chaos caused by them, and bring forth an age of clarity and bliss.

Thanks for listening my dear reader. I needed to tell someone.
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Afanasi-Wolf Featured By Owner May 5, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
If I stopped talking to you dude, I'm sorry, I haven't been on sense I have lost some of my artistic (writing and drawing) motivation.
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kordelskin Featured By Owner May 31, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Its not a problem, I have accepted that other people's agendas keep them busy.
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darksonicsoul Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2014
This was amazing! I love the emotion in it! Great job.
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kordelskin Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
thank you mate
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darksonicsoul Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2014
You are very welcome dude ^^
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KayleyRogue Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh, poet!!.. I believe that in the life there's always a moment, longer or shorter, for all..that you are alone!..And, I think that,  although is difficult, it isn't a moment to waste: try to listen, to remain silent for feel yourself , to know yourself..because, this, it's a hard thing as it's beautiful to do! Then, I hope you have at least one good friend .. although for some things you need to remain, however, with yourself and no one else. Nice text!!
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kordelskin Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
thank you friend. it seems that the internet is a wonderful place where like minded people can come together. and help each other get through tough times. i thank you and count you as as a friend.
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KayleyRogue Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome!!..Certainly, me too: I see you as a friend!! ^^
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Even if you do not have a lover, you still have friends, for they will stay with you 'till the end.
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kordelskin Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
thanks mate, i appreciate the words of encouragement
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